He called our mother on her birthday and on Christmas and usually somewhere in the middle of the call, his voice would change and he’d ask if she could spare a little something until the end of the month and she always found a little something. I never knew where she found it.
When mom died, Ray flew up for the funeral. He cried harder than I did at the graveside.
And then that same evening in the parking lot of the funeral home, he asked me a question that I didn’t think about again until much later. He asked, “Joe, where’s mom’s purse?”
I told him the funeral home had given me her personal effects in a cardboard box. He nodded.
Keep it safe, okay? Don’t throw anything out.
Don’t let anybody go through it. I thought it was grief.
Ray had never been sentimental about anything in his life. There was something else that happened at the funeral and I need to tell you about it now.
A man came to the service that nobody recognized. He was in his late 50s, maybe 60, tall and lean with silver hair and a camel-colored overcoat that probably cost more than my bus.
And when the service ended, he came over to me in the vestibule, took my hand in both of his and said, “I’m so very sorry, Miss Mercer. Your mother was a remarkable woman.”
On the little finger of his right hand, he wore a heavy gold signet ring with a letter A engraved on its face. He gave me a business card, Conrad Vale, Veil Advisory Group, Minneapolis.
He told me he represented a family who had known my mother many years ago. He said my mother had kept some old paperwork that belonged to his client, documents of purely sentimental value, and his client would be grateful to buy them back.
As a courtesy, he said, “$25,000 whenever you feel ready. There’s no hurry at all.”
$25,000 for old paper. I put the card in my pocket and forgot about it.
Mr. Vale didn’t forget about me. He called in September.
He called again in October. Each time he was gentle and patient and very polite.
Each time he raised the number. By October it was $60,000.
My mother’s estate, as far as I understood it, was nothing. There was a simple will she’d written years ago, leaving everything to Ray and me.
There was a checking account with $812 in it. There was a burial policy that covered the funeral.
The landlord gave me until November to clear out the apartment. So, on the first Saturday in November, I drove to East Fourth Street with a roll of garbage bags and a heart like a stone.
I packed the coffee can from the top of the refrigerator, still labeled emergencies, which held $11 and a stack of folded papers I didn’t have the strength to read. And then finally, I sat down in her recliner and I opened the cardboard box from the funeral home, and I took out her purse.
It was brown leather, scuffed, nearly white at the corners. The clasp had broken years ago, and she held it closed with a thick blue rubber band from the newspaper.
I took off the rubber band. Inside, I found a plastic rain bonnet, a rosary, three butterscotch candies, a city bus transfer, a lipstick worn down to the metal, and a small brass key on a ring with a paper tag that said LF214.
And then I noticed the lining along the bottom. The old satin lining had a tear, and somebody had sewn it closed again with black thread badly in big uneven stitches.
My mother was a beautiful seamstress. She would never have sewn anything that badly unless she was in a hurry or unless her hands were shaking.
I took my car keys and cut the stitches. Behind the lining, flat against the leather, was a folded slip of thermal paper.
It was a bank receipt, Lakeshore Fidelity Bank, Superior Street, Duluth. An account balance inquiry dated June 24th, 7 weeks before she died.
The account was listed as Dolores M. Mercer payable on death to Joan R. Mercer. My name and at the bottom in plain faded numbers was the available balance.
$67,284,519.06. I read it four times and then I turned it over and on the back in my mother’s handwriting there are four lines written in blue ballpoint pen.
Joe, if something happens to me, do not sign anything a man with a gold ring brings you. Go to Mr. Iverson at the bank.
Only Mr. Iverson. I’m sorry, honey.
I was going to tell you on my birthday. My mother’s birthday was September 2nd.






